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Haha almost 2 year been never update here. Today I just got the feels to "housekeeping" the blogs.

Feeling so awesome after been achieved the next level.

Done my MP3 player for the mini project. (special thanks for a senior that help alot haha). Successful enroll into Innovate Malaysia 2014 yet become my FYP . The last stage before finished up my last sem in the degree life - industrial training program.

Why human is so weak to choose the decision? The expected step is not the good decision, yet the determined and courage step is the way to lead to the better choice.

my industrial training program - National Instrument Penang. You can found here good learning stage, good culture and environment, good relationships, good....
I am a small small portion in the team. My supervisor Mr.Lau, he kind of serious face until sometimes dun know how to communication with him hahahaha. Having intern social activities in the NIPenang.

Meet a brunch of friends. We travel penang together, eat together, see movie together, game together, gossip together....t..o..g..e..t..h..e..r.. That is my little "BMW" bike bring me travel around the penang.

Yesterday my mood was, "Today Yesterday I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay in my bed". I am damn lazy to do anything...hahaha

ps: so grateful and happy having my internship program in NIPenang. Learn a lot new stuff, new people as well new knowledge. I dun know what was going on in the next, i just know what I should do in the next. 

标准和梦想是一项标致，与其一直执着那一定的标致，不如有时让你的标致更多的变化性，那就有更多的选择。

Holiday

这滋味，我品尝，我感触。

夜里的夜，拿起了寂寞，放下了心碎的胡闹。

这感觉，我享受，我释放。

心里的位，看不出的曙光，掩埋了希望。

It's over the night, I'm searching the way to lie for everything. 

Every steps heading to, I'm expecting the outcome.

I'm observing the different aspect from the growing process.

Who actually care about the you..

p/s
I'm bored. What can do within this holiday? ;(

Actually I'm scare about that......

主角的戏

即使陪你到最后，到最后得到是一张观众席...
一辈子的承诺是一时的冲动..
再华丽的表演台,当失去了灯光的庇护下；就像搁下面具般的一样，回到当初的自己。
我微微笑，看了一场自以为我是你的主角的戏....

即使陪你看日出，回忆起是你的背影的离去...
一滴的眼泪有似般甜酸苦辣的回忆...
零碎的旋律；零乱的音符,所以我没办法编织出属于你的音乐...
我观察了一下，这一下有没有走进你的心....

选择退后对一场缺氧的爱情..
有时的忍耐是对伤口折磨..
一杯茶，一小口；一伤害，就一大伤口...
等待最美的爱情再待续甜美的回忆。

p/s  1/9/2012 12.54am
welcome to September month. Assignment drive me crazy and stress.
Something I need you but you are not around for me..

I am..

Look into my eye,
Please be sincerely into the feel..
I not able be a warrior for all the time ;
But I would be a guardian for all the time in your part.....

Touch on my hand,
Please be brave to hold tightly.
I may not the best for you ;
But I will be give you a wonderful colour in your part...


Step into my heart, 
Please look into the shape...
You are the one light up the love ;
And I don't how to describe when you are eventually walk into my heart.


Man easily to get jealous, 
Jealous that other get close with you.
In fact, I not quantified to get solve the problem..
I just do suffer in silence way.

p/s
当一切偶然的呈现在舞台上，我真的很难控制那一种的感觉。执着让我不敢的去放松，唯独让笑容来掩盖突然的状况... 
I do feel failure to make you smile.  

我就是..

内心的话比真实来得更性感
但却无法形容句子里的透明度........
哪怕只是简单的问候
我都得黯然的退下..

我不敢假设您心里中的内在美
更不敢奢望您心里有我的影子......
活在一片蔚蓝的天空地下
我要求完美却忽略了完美中的缺陷美....


我试着把包袱都放下
尝试去触摸内心里的我.....
我不断的说服觪己      但
执着的内心再一次打败了我.......


面带笑容但心里隐藏着可怕的忧惧
我常幻想每部故事都是我们的情节....
现实里，我变成了一个畏缩的男主角
一个无法面对您的..主角

想。
你。。
好想听您说出

以及要我去认识每个人，不如让大家来记得我这主角。

p/s
Happy "ba zhang" day.
I'm struggling for something.Sometime I'm really do miss you. The action for finding you and see you. :(I miss you in the night and hope that would hear a voice from you to wish me good night.

When the question was asked to the heart.....

When the question was asked to the heart.....


It's dramatics were happened in my space. A short series of the memories were remind me I do miss you in the space of the night. A night without your attention, I just a guy where lost my way to go back home. I fall in the night with you. How could to get the attraction from your heart beat. Is my mistake to approach you with the stupid starting.A good answer to comfort me? A guy would willing lower down their intelligence for the sake of your smile, a simply smile from your true heart. Late one night, I'm losing your smile, your talk and your heart is far apart. My tear never drill out for the reason, but my heart accidental do suffer the pain. A calling of pain would killed me softly. A nonsense conversation is the virtual bridging for me to start the talk with you.I'm apologize if there could make any disturbance for you, because there is the only way I would think of it.
Sorry, I'm stupid.


The answer will reflect from my heart.

I like perfect. I like a circle without defect. I like girl. I like a girl with the unique.
p/s
Heating up my holiday. One more week left and one more week to miss you.
I'm looking forward the task to complete in next semester year. Good luck. :)

心跳

今天还是没有动力来更新....

你总是有让我有一时冲动的概念。

原谅我，不懂得您的 心跳 ....

您在我怀里，但我的双手都握不住您。

原谅我， 愚蠢理解不到您的眼泪....

我是个坏人，是个带着面具的人。

每个时间时差里， 对您说的都是谎....

您为了他眼泪在翻滚；我的心为了您在翻腾。

我相信，我输得一败涂地....

我们的剧情像一本已泛黄的记事本。

每一节的故事，每一段的情节....

都给尖锐的时间都抹杀。

我悲凄的在角落处，默默的掉下男人泪....

我还是完成了....

p/s
Greeting for the May coming. Happy Mother's Day for whole world and my heart's mother. 

Dear Moon, simply there would be great accompany for the whole world with silent and peaceful. A rhythm of love is passing to the Mother Earth followed by the breeze..