0033am
22122009

我知道伤心不能改变什么 那么 让我诚实一点
现在的心情好想。难免有不能控制的宣泄吗？难道要我关上门。
一个人坐在空荡沉静的房里 手机 不成有你的回复。
像等待回忆的画面 不曾有你的出现 我对自己 说 还要时间
时间溜走 安静随伴  蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
还爱你 带一点恨 还要多久 才能平衡 爱

爱上你是一项 美丽 的错误。

IT's Assignment o

Date : 26 / 11 / 09 
Time : 11.15am - 2.15pm
Venue : Segi Universiti College's IT lab

This totaly was a weird week and rushing week for me. 4 assignment + 4 test..but thx for the God and my friends which helped me alot in the IT's assignment.Actually cant censure any 1  because teahcr had told us since the 1 day class..so..all the fault juz because of LAZY !! but finally..i did it! ^^ 1 of the 4 assignment was the Powerpoint presentation.So i goin to promote a tour package to Tioman Island. :)

BEfore gOing.

Waiting fOr tH3 tUrn

Phot0's s3ssion : )

*Geli ! Notice the guy !!

* clasmate

*haha.my teacher-mis Norizan

* thx for whose helpg me alot in my assignment at the same time enjoyed the time when hanging out wif the friends. : )

Once happening , It would be a part of the lesson or process in our whole life; when the time come to recall back, it was a sweet and touching memories..

开不了口。

又过了一个周末了。。。不知道是不是是一件好事吗？真的感觉上好像飘浮了很久，一直都徘徊着。。
是不是都开始累了，还是感觉上不应该为了一颗树而放弃整个森林呢？是不是真的喜欢上她吗？。我真的不可以否定可以控制她给我带来的感觉。真的。真的。
回头一看，我是不是已经从以前的事而长大了吗？还是--------
真的很想把心里的真心话都告诉她。---就好像：现在的过程就是开不了口。
“就是开不了口让她知道，这么简单的句子我都办不到！”

好想好想吻你的那一杀，把一切“爱”的证明都输送给你。-沉默

天天都祝福你。

不晓得怎么会让你在我的心占取一部份呢？。

你的笑容？声音？外在美？还是抽象的美？

不晓得在那某一天，某一晚，都天天反看你的部咯可呢？

是为了关于你的生活习惯？一切不开心与不开心的事？

我都在乎。

很想天天看你；想你；关心你。但一切都--以看到你而变成不敢做的事。

我只能做的事只有。。。。。。。。。永远的迷惑。

只盼望过了一波又一波。

一秒，一分钟，都已是回忆了。

日期：14 / 10 / 2009
时间：12pm - 0030am

累哦。今天一大把的时间都给了朋友了。今天放学后，大家就见意到shopping centre 玩bowling and pool。其实我是想要到那儿买些东东的，所以就趁着个机会跟了一大伙儿一起疯癫。哈哈。。但也好让我们彼此都留下曾经有一起疯癫过的回忆哦。也不错啦^^
(SaiKin , Adrian , Jeff , Yao , Fungi , Hong , Alan , Arif )
在college吃完午餐后，一大伙儿就浩浩荡荡驾车去了。JUnn 也趁这个机会塔上顺分车回家。

活动：Bowling and pool
地点：I Utama

Bowling 's Photo ^^

*Pick a nice ball 1st ^^

*Aim for the target..( nice pose )..haha

*LET GO !!!!..ROAR haha

Body 's ExpresSion ..^^

*Arif and Alan

*Jeff and "Big Hong"

Nitezzz-Limteh at MCD !

*I juz 'steal' snap the pic when they r not notice it..but i juz snap 1 photo nia...swt..

希望之- 光

又睡不着。
凌晨..2am
8/10/2009
刚才十一点就开始入眠，但不知不觉就在这时候苏醒了。
把房间里的左边角落的桌灯都打开了；顿时把漆黑的房间都打上了一道小小的光线。
那一道小光明已足够让我把我的手提电脑都打开它了。

只凭着小小的桌灯所发出的光，它以足对一个正在睡眠的同僚带来了一定的威胁。
人说‘只要在黑暗中寻找到光芒，就可以从哪儿找到希望’....在这个的情况下，我是该领悟到了吗？-我与她的之间就是得不到那一息的希望。

到底在我们眼中的希望是怎样的形状的呢？
现在觉得累了..
脑海开始徘徊着--休息是可以让自己能走更远的路程

0317am 02102009

Nothing else can do...
I dun know how to express it...my heart just pause at this moment
At the moment..
I just pray for it..

Happy Always.I'm happy with it.( I miss you )

Wednesday..

After a boring mathematics class , friends having a great nice day in 1 Utama..

Watching movie together at tvg cinema - A Perfect Getaway movie..after a 2hour movie..we just take a walk and .......

Tian Yang want to buy a present for his friend( girl) as a birthday present and also other meaning la..We take alot of time to think about it and argue each other..finally.....he believe me. We bought a sweater..thx for believe me lol.....^^

*nice present...^^

Tian Yang..hope u can succes...dun giv up till the end..bless you! Not like me...although the present was gave her, but everydays i look like escape the fact...

I just took my first semester result...erm...overall is good bt i cant achieve my aim..

Chemistry        A-

Physics             A

Mathematics   A

M'Studies        A

GPA = 3.92.....my aim is 4..nevermind...try hard in second semester..gambateh KIN..

0400am    2/10/09

The Days..continue

Teardrop....gudnite....

今天的今天。

心情不自禁得住的想起她了。不知道她怎样？好烦。
今天。。

一生中就很怕狗！是因该小时候被狗追过呱。。所以自然依然就很怕。但今天爸爸偏偏就要我去。。不是看在爸爸的份上。aboh 我一定不会做 !!! 结果。。。

不晓得你有没有看我的blog。。心里真的好想，但又不想。
暗恋是我的作风吗？我该继续暗恋她？暗恋。。暗恋。。好烦！她刚才有on MSN。但我不敢。。不敢。我好像是个失败者。I'm failure..

回来要一个礼拜了。。但没有吃到妈妈做的饭。因为妈妈都在KL..每一样东西都要自己做。sad case...>.<      天天都出去limteh...

Old town again

生日快乐( Happy Birthday to my dad and friend-hanz)

*m3-writing note / *Tong ming

*Father's cake

星期一要到了。我也不知道。要还是不是要。。我真的不知道。。我真的希望有人可以引导我。但我先向你说声‘生日快乐’。希望我是第一个的祝福。（28/9/2009）

在过16小时就要回college了。到现在不知道是家人载还是做巴士！blur leh..但大多数是做巴士了啦。16小时我该做什么。。我想大多数是会没有时间写blog了。整个星期就在hometown度过了哦。

1.32AM   26/9/2009
The Day...Alone
Silent..

My heart at this moment

At this moment,feel that everything hav juz come back to the same point. 
1233AM,i still sitting in my computer room, nothing hav to do,nothing hav to see..I'm hearing a song..THE COLOUR OF THE WIND-vanessa william. The rhythm of the this song make me feel
Touching,sadness and recall back my memory.

May i....

continue to trust myself to operate my mission.

I just need a simple answer from you ? not fake,not falsehood !            May you ?

Sometimes i just feel tired and disappointed ;

because of your callous treat..

But,when i saw you in everywhere(college),immediately......

my heart was melt .....everything will be worth..

Because..i already fall in love...with you

Everydays i wish you can chat with me ;

Everydays i hope you can drop comment to me;

Everydays i expect you can notice at me;

Everydays i await you.....for everthing..

Because of you....

当你已经选择走下去，那你的答案就是你的结果。

但我真的不敢去想。我不想再伤害。。感觉好痛！。

I'll waiting for you.

1.12am    22/09/09

The Day.

GOOD Morning..Wish you hav a wonderfull day with your family in hometown(sibu)

Teluk Intan..Coming Back

After holidays with my old friends , we was packing up for going  to hometown lol..-Teluk Intan...Woo...me and my friend ( Hanz LAw Meng Han) was stay in my friend's condominium for 1 nitez..we were enjoying so much at there..atlthough the nitez was raining , but it dint break our mood...

*The living room is quite tidy ..but the bedroom is totally 360 degree opposite..I not dare to snap and post on the blog....MALu leh ..^^

* We hav our midnite dinner about 2.00 am at Old Town..

Waiting LRT..at Maluri Station

*My old friends-TOng MIng and Hanz Law(with mask)

*m3 and ming

Wa..Hav u take b4 Rm9.50 d LRT ??....so expesnsive...form KL centra to Cyberjaya...But the service and the facility,hygiene is beter than other LRT la..but expensive leh.....juz 1 way nia cost RM9.50..

Rm9.50 d ticket !!!

*haha..enjoy leh...

*m3-saikkin-koh

The Journey of the life juz similar as the speed of the train travel...It something would be slow or fast ; no matter how fast it travel , the most important is cherish,joyful the prosess of the life at every moment..

Thankful To Everything

Koh Saik Kin

1.51am      21/9/09

The Day

Silent Mode..

Yeah...Go out

16/9 - 17/9/2009

Yeah...unexpexted! My friend + classmate + roomate *Stupid Teoh Yang Yang ^^ finally hav his own car in college jo...so that we can drive to 'long kai' jo..^^. I feel so surprised when he told me .. in other way oso feel very happy la becoz we can 'take advantage' from him..haha..But he very mean d..always say muz share the petrol $ otherwise dun wan fetch us go 'kai kai'..swt..memang kedekut betul !!!! WTF..
But after heard my "lan ku", finally agree to fetch us FOR FREE d.^^... * actually i good in speaking d ...
yeah 16/9 we having our 1st time 'gai gai' lol......our destination is Subang ! we go around the Sunway college and Inti college..! woar...the day nitez activities at there is totally BIg Different in my college school !!..leng lui banyak, makanan stall banyak ...as the conclusion ....GENG!

*we hav order some snack-satay,lobak

*We went for Asia Cafe

*Have a wonderful day hanging out wif my friends

Sunway Pyramid 's Kim Gary

*m3 and Tian Yang

*feel weird leh..my hair look untidy..messy..swt

Happy Hour With My Old Friends

*B4 went out

*sissy guy-tong ming and hanz law

*Looking for Leng lui ^^

*Huge and nice view from my friend's condominium(morning)

Huge and nice view from my friend's condominium(nitez)

*At Letsure Mall With My Old Classmate-Tong Ming and Hanz Law

*M3 and Tong Ming

*me-saiKin

Watched MOvie ..

*orphan

Actually we was planning to watch many movie d..but we was late for show.so that we only can watch for 1 movie nia..we was consider about 5 mins to choose the movie..Final Destination 4 ,Gamer , Where Got Ghost , Orphan .else..Finally we was choose the orphan based on the  majority voted..swt! But the movie is quite frighful...Summary = The movie is mention about a girl which hav lost her family..Actually the girl hav mental disease and try to destroy other's family happiness.She was jealous and finally she act come to death...else!..

RATING = 3 and the half star

Friends will not be stay longer ; but the real relationship will be stay longer and form a wonderfull memory for you and me.

Stay it.Lovely Friends

-saikin-

1.12am     21/9/09

The Day

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