0143AM 09042011 SaiKin

     Here come another update for today. Time elapsed without any notice..Now is September, then what is the next after that?? I'm hopefully would be a great coming and  wealthy.
All the syllabus have finished up and the exam is just come around the corner. No doubt this is the another hard to be facing the obstacle. Everytimes I'm would hypnotize myself to do better than previous... previous and previous. Quite satisfies the course mark but just left one of them...how am I tackle you?
     That would be better to receive the encourage and countenance from you..But it seem would not be happen to me. Hang out, trips are the things used to be filled up my holiday week. Not really enjoyed the activities due to be perturbed.. Human is born to be feeling and sense.How would one day human really lose all their sensor? ? A pile study stuff , environment, relationship, money may a factors of it.
When getting into the stage of adult, the more things to bother. Never minds, it not only happened on my side, but also happens to all around.
     Sometime, I'm really down into the boring stage. Playing game or take some silly picture would be a pastime for relaxing instead always emo right?  Can't deny , those feeling really can't control..
Har, I'm still alive in the engineering field. I almost done my 1 year time in this, how miracle and great for me..
There was some doubt on my mind. I'm always asking myself for the answer but I know this is not a desired answer.
     How would the chance really help? Is the chance make for the people or the people make the chance?
I'm confusing now is this the chance for me to do or the chance is not really for me to do so...If the chance is for me, hear! I sure will grab instead if the chance no for me or absolute not chance then I would accept the fact. I mean everything around me.
A circle never has a ended and starting point. If you really want to damage then you will not getting the perfect circle from me again..

My lunch.hmp..ROTI lo

I'm not sure I am yours but I sure you are my one. But fact you are not care about it. Nevermind then, I feel better after yesterday..Look, avoid will not solve the problem instead create the problem again..
Are you tired? Do you sleep well?
At night, I love the silent........

p/s
I don't want say any more...I'm thinking now
0143AM 09042011 SaiKin